"RIN" (Borderline between light and darkness ver.)
This time, the theme is "villainous women," but I can't quite become one!
Have you ever told a "white lie"?
Let's forgive everything and accept everything! I created this with the hope that such a message will reach you.
"RIN" (Borderline between light and darkness ver.)
Lyrics and composition: Kotaro
Holding my breath with a perfect smile, a failed attempt at playing the good student, I want to shatter this everyday life full of pretenses, but deep inside I'm also crying, which is the lie, which is the truth?
"Thank you for everything," I say, but in reality, all I do is smile politely, pretend to be kind, and I'm exhausted. I spit out poison on late-night social media posts, but when morning comes, I put on my mask and start walking again.
The urge to hurt someone and the desire to protect someone are fighting inside my heart. Which one am I?
I love you so much I want to kill you, I hate you so much I want to protect you, these contradictory feelings are surely me, aren't they? I can't live on pretty words alone, but I don't want to be sullied, so I'll smile again today, hiding my true feelings that were on the verge of coming out of my mouth with sweet syrup
Hey, my angel, it's time to take a break. Leave it to me, the devil... I wish I could say that, but in the end, I end up crying again. I'm just a coward who doesn't want to hurt people.
"It's okay," I said, embracing my best friend. I wanted to stab him in the back, but more than anything, I wanted to protect him. I felt like I was being crushed by this contradiction. Pure love and twisted emotions were blending together.
I'll live embracing my ugly true feelings and sweet lies, and this imperfect heart is surely part of who I am. So today too, I'll put on the guise of a dignified me, while crying deep inside.
Hey, devil inside me, please let me rest once in a while. The angel me is also an important part of me. With both of these, I can finally become my own person.
Embracing both murderous intent and love, I still move forward My dirty heart and innocent feelings are all part of me I want to live with the imperfect truth rather than a perfect lie Today, tomorrow, and forever after I will remain myself
I'll live with dignity, with my true heart, because that's my answer
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